Yeah, I'm leaving newgrounds.

I originally came to the site to broaden my audience and as it turns out,

I'm not wanted here, or more accurately, my type of content isn't. Which is now been made completely clear to me.

I could be accepted by using blender or something, But to be honest, the damage is already done, and quite frankly, I don't want to accepted by this community anymore.

I was thoroughly disappointed with my time on the site, and it isn't the safe haven I made it out to be.

I'm done with the days of blocking millions of users, I don't need toxicity or the drama anymore, and I think just time to move on and find another platform that will accept me and my content style.

For archival reasons, I am not deleting the account. As certain animations I did are exclusively available to this place.

But I am abandoning this account for good.

For those of you that are my still my dedicated fans, and some of you who start exclusively watching me here, I'm going to remind you that I have links on my profile that lead to my other platforms, if you haven't followed me on those ones yet, now is your chance.

Nothing else left but to say good-bye.

I'm done saying silent on this. If this makes me loses watchers, I don't care at this point.

I've had it up to here with this toxic, dumb-ass community.

I don't know who's the delusional fool who is brainwashed to believe that this platforms community isn't toxic, but I highly disagree. Everyone of my experiences here has been bad.

They say this platform is friendlier that twitter and others. Is the damn point of being friendly platform is the fact that you welcoming to ANYONE?

Meanwhile, I've been chastised since day one for my content that might be slightly different than the norm. How the hell is that "Welcoming"?

All my respect for the artists, game devs, music composers, animators, mods, site creators is completely gone now.

In fact, if it wasn't for the fact that it would delete this post, I would of Deleted my whole NG Account yesterday and save me the hassle and pain.

And that about wraps up my rant.

However, You're free to prove me wrong in the comments with some evidence and facts, and nullify my whole argument. I would love to hear it. Honestly.

Comment yes or no.

I've decided i'm going to post animations here again.

Work safe ones.

I don't feel confident enough to post R-18 stuff again, Just yet.

I really haven't heard anyone on here actually wanting the content, so for the time being, i'm not going to bother.

But depending on how this month goes, I might change my mind. Highly unlikely, though.

Anyway, here's some preview images of what I've done so far:

Here are the rules.

(Or if you need a better view: https://twitter.com/Am2Blue/status/1785625542932209860/photo/1)

DM on twitter my twitter if your interested:

https://twitter.com/Am2Blue

I'm not sure if my watchers/followers still like Dead or Alive content, so I scrapped this one.

I didn't like the end result of these two tifa pictures, so I scrapped them.

Hi Res version are avaliable here:

https://twitter.com/Am2Blue/status/1785258024422281442

Gonna keep this short.

So, I've decided to keep posting on here.

Well, renders at least,

I'm still debating about the animations.

Also, Might be taking requests in may, might not be.

I still haven't set anything in stone yet.

And ultimately it will depend on my mood all around.

I'll come back with another blog later.

So I'm off Hiatus, and I'm ready to make content again and post it...everywhere but here.

Yeah, that's right, I'm not posting to newgrounds at all this month. (You should all be so happy.)

And this means everything: renders, memes and of course...animations.

Because you've made abundantly clear that you hate them. So I'm just not going to bother this month.

Will the content be back on newgrounds next month of may?

Let's just say I'm promising nothing.

In fact, the future of this account is actually uncertain at this point.

One side wants to just delete it, other wants to just abandon it.

Either way, I'm still not happy with the platforms community, In fact I might actually be more frustrated than before.

But that's enough ranting for one day.

I'm going to be real.

I'm fed up.

So far, I've had no good experiences here. And I hate this fact.

This platform is near and dear to my heart, I've known the site since the early days of the 2000's, so this place obviously holds some nostalgic values.

However, Since becoming an user starting in this era of time, My opinion of NG and it's community has dwindled severely. For every post, several hateful comments pop up and discourage me. I've already had to block six users already. And I feel like I shouldn't HAD to block anyone in the first place.

It's not that hate criticism, In fact, I would love to know what I could be doing better. But the type of comments I'm getting is far from being Constructive or helpful in any fashion. It has made me feel uncomfortable posting content, which is the polar opposite of what I came here for in the first place. In the end of the day, I am still human and have feelings and shit does hurt. Let's not pretend. Stuff like this makes me want to quit all together.

I honestly feel certain creation mediums like the one I use (MikuMikudance) is not welcome or frowned opon.

For example, I can't help but feel like if you can't draw a masterpiece, Compose a Banger, Or Traditionally animated, you are below the elite and don't deserve to be here.

I really loathe this feeling, and It turns me away from supporting the platform at all.

I didn't want to make a ranty and longwinded post like this, but dammit, I'm at my breaking point.

If you hate me for this, well, go ahead and hate me.

I mean everybody else already does.

Tl;dr - The NG Community is toxic and elitist IMO, And it makes me frustrated and a bit sad.

Hi-Res version available here:

https://www.deviantart.com/virtuablueam2/art/Always-outnumbered-Never-Outinked-1021332208