Gonna keep this short.

So, I've decided to keep posting on here.

Well, renders at least,

I'm still debating about the animations.

Also, Might be taking requests in may, might not be.

I still haven't set anything in stone yet.

And ultimately it will depend on my mood all around.

I'll come back with another blog later.

So I'm off Hiatus, and I'm ready to make content again and post it...everywhere but here.

Yeah, that's right, I'm not posting to newgrounds at all this month. (You should all be so happy.)

And this means everything: renders, memes and of course...animations.

Because you've made abundantly clear that you hate them. So I'm just not going to bother this month.

Will the content be back on newgrounds next month of may?

Let's just say I'm promising nothing.

In fact, the future of this account is actually uncertain at this point.

One side wants to just delete it, other wants to just abandon it.

Either way, I'm still not happy with the platforms community, In fact I might actually be more frustrated than before.

But that's enough ranting for one day.

I'm going to be real.

I'm fed up.

So far, I've had no good experiences here. And I hate this fact.

This platform is near and dear to my heart, I've known the site since the early days of the 2000's, so this place obviously holds some nostalgic values.

However, Since becoming an user starting in this era of time, My opinion of NG and it's community has dwindled severely. For every post, several hateful comments pop up and discourage me. I've already had to block six users already. And I feel like I shouldn't HAD to block anyone in the first place.

It's not that hate criticism, In fact, I would love to know what I could be doing better. But the type of comments I'm getting is far from being Constructive or helpful in any fashion. It has made me feel uncomfortable posting content, which is the polar opposite of what I came here for in the first place. In the end of the day, I am still human and have feelings and shit does hurt. Let's not pretend. Stuff like this makes me want to quit all together.

I honestly feel certain creation mediums like the one I use (MikuMikudance) is not welcome or frowned opon.

For example, I can't help but feel like if you can't draw a masterpiece, Compose a Banger, Or Traditionally animated, you are below the elite and don't deserve to be here.

I really loathe this feeling, and It turns me away from supporting the platform at all.

I didn't want to make a ranty and longwinded post like this, but dammit, I'm at my breaking point.

If you hate me for this, well, go ahead and hate me.

I mean everybody else already does.

Tl;dr - The NG Community is toxic and elitist IMO, And it makes me frustrated and a bit sad.

Hi-Res version available here:

https://www.deviantart.com/virtuablueam2/art/Always-outnumbered-Never-Outinked-1021332208

Hi-Res Version avaliable here:

https://www.deviantart.com/virtuablueam2/art/We-are-the-Nitro-Squad-4-1012848312

So, I've come down with something.

Could be the flu. Could be the rona.

Either way i have to isolated for a few days.

So, Originally, none or a limited amount of content was to be posted this month due to me being supposed to be busy with a monthly event. However, Getting sick made me cancel those plans. So instead, i'm not taking feb off, believe it nor not. I've got some leftovers from January that I did have the days to post. So expect some little tidbit of animations, renders and shitposts.

I'll also occasionally update my status and my road to recovery. Wish me luck.

One of the more mature Scrap Showcases we've done.

Real talk,

I don't get why it's my R-18 content that's the most requested yet at the same time most negatively received out of all my content types. It's super frustrating, not to mention confusing.

Either you do want it or you don't.